Seems like all of my friends have had babies this past year. Or they are pregnant now.
Somedays I am jealous- wishing I had a second.
Other days I am thankful that I get to spend so much time with GBK. And not be distracted by a second. She is still doing so many new things and keeps me laughing- and yelling at times- and I am afraid I would miss something- either with the new one or with GBK.
I finally understand what parents mean when they say- I just don't know if I have enough love for another one.
It is because we are so devoted and absorbed with number one that we are afraid that we would not spend enough time with the second.
Somedays I think that I don't want a second until GBk is at least 18. Haha I know that is irrational.
Other days I wish that I had 10- to feel the energy and excitement of a big family.
But never do I wish that I had none- even on her bad days I love her.
2 comments:
You'll know when it's right. I love hearing about how much your whole life is wrapped up in GBK - as it should be!
Oh, that was me, by the way. I have a new home.
Rebekah
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